mY 2oo9

the last post for this year...
a lot thg happen within this year...
its a meaningful year to me....
now look bac wat hav happened...

Jan
。ntg special...juz wasted time at home eat n zz like a pig
Fed
。CNY,then started to get closer n closer to some1
。went to melaka
Mac
。bac from melaka
。zy they all bac from ns
。get spm result
。get my driving license
。went to ns...met all my ns ji mui
Apr
。in camp
。ching ming...go bac sao mu...sadly found out somethg
May
。free from ns...
。went to shoot gun
。yin n ann's bday
。change my hair style
。started my form 6 at smart
。started our relation
Jun
。my bday
Jul
。jiajia bac
。kaixin's bday
。late to sch n climb the wall go in
。jiajia's bday
。our wen xin de dinner
。bbq at yy's house
Aug
。bought my laptop
。joanne's bday+baking
。my 1st driving out
Sep
。left msia n went to taiwan n NTNU
。bought my camera
。medical check up
Oct
。my granny passed away
。園游會
Nov
。期中考
。zy fell down
Dec
。having some misunderstanding
。ban ju,went to han lu
。some1 hid somethg from me
。met bac my primary sch's classmate
thg happened recently______________________________________
on mon,28/11/09...i received 2 xmas gifts...

yes...is xmas gift...on mon...

xmas present received on xmas...^^
is wan wan...

1st xmas present received on mon...
candy n little bag from muji...

2nd xmas present received on mon...
ferrero collection...
he bought 4 me juz bcoz i said i want it...
erm...felt sorry 4 him...

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n special thanks to ann...
she asked her friends made me the page on ffs...
although it look very fake...
anywhr thanks a lot yazz...

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today 31/12/09 going to ~
went 4 dinner v classmate then go pasar malam n tokong...
damn tired ar...
but having lot of fun...
however...
the best thg not tat...
~01/01/10
the best thg was v all went to c fireworks which launch from 101 at my sch...
although v were far from 101,cant c clearly n dun hav any singer or artist here...
but still excited...
v can c lot fireworks...here n thr...
its beautiful...
love it....
its a waste coz i din took any photo...
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really a lots of thg happened...
all in my mind...
its part of my memory...
i hav wasted my 1 year...
juz like this...

thank you 4 avthg
u all had done 4 me...
u all were irreplaceable...
hope v can b better
more n more..
all the best to u guys...

aTt3Nt1On!!!

y33wan having exam soon...
y33wan's exam is around the corner...
so...
y33wan wont online recently...
not until i free from exam...
be patient...

無聊

自星期三（還是星期四？不確定…）開始，臺灣迎來了第一波寒流...
從那天開始就越來越冷…
冷死了…受不了…
星期五已經降至9度了…（我的學校在較高的地方，所以會比較冷…）
今天就更冷了…只有7度耶!!!
天啊!!!
7度…怎么辦啊？
人家從小到大都生長在熱到不行的馬來西亞，什么時候那么冷過？？
慘死了…
一碰到水手就僵了，冷到雙手好紅好痛...
外套又不夠厚...一直發抖...
受不了了...今天終于甘愿出門去買羽絨了...
穿了一件不怎么溫暖的外套，走了快三十分鐘的路，到巴士站去搭車...
今天臺北人好多可能是快要圣誕節了，大家都出來買禮物吧...
下午三點多到公館，吃過午餐后就開始逛...
逛到五點多就很累了...
真的不了解為什么有人那么愛逛街...
難道他們不會累嗎？
因為實在是太累了，沒有心情繼續再逛下去...
就隨便買了一件...
花了NT1898買了一件不怎么好看，我也不怎么喜歡，但卻保證溫暖的羽絨...
沒辦法...我沒有心情要繼續逛下去了...
大概八點多就去學校去了...
當然還是搭公車...沒辦法我很窮...沒錢了...
就在我們上車沒多就我們就感覺到一陣搖晃...
erm...維持了好一陣子，晃了數次...
為什么會晃呢？
就因為馀震嘛...花蓮發生了6.8級的地震,導致臺北有余震...
這是我們回來后同學告訴我們的...
很遲鈍，對吧？
沒辦法...
人笨...我基本上很少感覺到有地震，通常是別人跟我說有地震，我才知道...
除非是很強的地震，否則我是不會知道的...
尤其是我在睡覺的時候，更不知道了...
所以保佑我，在我睡覺的時候沒有地震，不然我就慘了...

很沒有意義的一篇...
不知道我為什么會寫這么一篇...
好奇怪...

SJK(C) KONG MIN clASs 6S(2003)

wat is tis?
hehehe...^^
an old photo...took at long long time ago...
when i was 12 years old..
hahahaha...long enuf izit??
tis is a the ony happy thg happened to me recently...
i found tis photo at facebook...
coz my name tagged on it...
can c me up thr??
i guess cant...coz i oso cant recognise myself...
i was so so so ugly tat time...
haiz...no eyes c...(better dun look at tat...nightmare!!)
but thanks to tis photo...
i can meet bac many my primary sch de classmate...
i was so happy abt tat...
they r going to hav a gathering duno when n duno whr...
hahaha...
anywhr juz hope i can make it...
i hope i can meet v them BADLY...
coz v dun met each others for so many years...

gathering of 6S(2003)
wait for me!!!

cARinG Fr13ndSs 。Li3Sss

thanks 4 ur comment...my dears...

to my dear wenn...from the day i found out tat thr is somethg btw tat ppl n me...
i do realized tat...
the situation is juz like u tat time...
keep lie to myself,
keep find a lot of ridiculous reason 4 u...
in order to comfort myself,to cheat myself...
keep telling myself thg wasn't happened as the way i thk...is me juz simply thk of nonsense...
once n once again...
even until now...im still finding the excuse to forgive tat ppl...
really duno wats wrong v me...
i guess i really out of my mind...

so i understand how u felt like last time...

now ony i knew...
finally understand
n i believe u'll know its not easy to make a good decision...

even i know wat is good to me...

but i juz cant do tat...cant b tat xiao sha..
sorry 4 cant b understanding tat time...
i thk tis is the punishment 4 tat...

to my dear yin...pls dun wry la...

tis is our prob...v can handle it...

so pls juz stay n watch la...no matter how...

u'r stil my lovely fren...

dear kaixin...
erm...thg is easy when u juz say it out...
hard to do de ler...


tis time really too over dy...
not only hiding somethg from me,leaving without telling,but u lies to me...
u can juz tel me tat u'r going to shanghai v yy...
i wont n i cant stop u...
but u wat u did juz keep silence...
dun tel me tat u r juz 4 got to tel me...
i dun accept tis excuse...
i did asked u once...
within a week b4 u went to shanghai...
but wat u answer was??
tell me wat u told me tat time??
n u rmb to tell zy abt tat,then y din u told me??

anywhr...wat hav happened was happened...
no point to talk more abt tat...
it wont change the fact...
i sam tam...
up to u..
juz go ahead n do watever u like...
since u dun like to tell me the thg abt u..
then u need not to do tis anymore...
im too tired to chase after u...

the word believe...
is tat mean i hav to be
live within ur lies?

EMO!!!

tmr i going to hav chemistry test...
n now i haven do my revision yet...
i knew i shud concentrate on my study...
i know wat is good to me...
n i shud do wat is good to me...
but wat m i doing now??
im wasting my time...
to write tis post...
actually,i dun wanna write tis out,coz i dun1 let u all know wat i thking...
but i really thk i need to let it out...
if not i cant concentrate on anythg...

once again u were hid somethg from me...
tis time more worse...
leaving without telling...
u told me u'r going to xue ji camp...
but then whr r u now??
n who u b v now??
WTF!!!
how many times u want to do tis??
hiding somehtg from me,do watever u like n cheat me,make fool of me...
hav u ever thk of me??
how i feel?
do u care abt me??
how many times i can forgive u??
wat if i do the same thg??
leaving without telling...
wat if i directly go bac to taiwan without telling u?
how will u feel?n wat would u do??

countless tears tat i dropped since the day v started...
how much u expect i can take?
the yeewan now was no longer the yeewan tat v came to know...
the cheerful yeewan was changed...destroyed by u...bit by bit..day by day...
n no longer exist...
the yeewan now is EMO...
she lost her cheerful...
althrough she is still laughing...
but do she really happy??

u are drug...
u do nothing but harm me...
numb my sense of happiness...
drive me to the world of tears...
how can u treat me so bad?
how long u want to torture me
in the name of love?

GaTh3RinG oF cLaSs 6 oF d1VisiON 3

ytd is our class's gathering...
v went to dinner together...
almost whole class go,juz few ppl absent...
v go 韓爐 go thr 4 steamboat n 鐵板燒...
thr hav a lot thg to eat...
is 吃到飽...
but to me is not worth lor..
coz i cant eat much...haiz...
but is quite nice la...
av1 were crazy...damn high ar...

our class's da he zhao...

my neighbour,ying zhi...
she from hongkong,23 years old...

tis is my classmate...
they r crazy n annoy(sometimes)...

but i stil like them...
im glad to b in this class...
muackzz....

good to meet u guys...
u all r the treasure,
i found at here...
a place which called qiaoda...
our memories start at here...

tHaNkzZZ~~ mY D3aR...

謝謝妳總是陪我分享 不能跟情人說的話
我反反覆覆妳也從不笑我 老是罵他 卻又離不開他
謝謝妳總是替我收藏 不想跟情人說的話
我胡思亂想 妳只握著我手 讓我釋放 然後慢慢寬廣

the word thanks is not enuf to show how much i glad to hav u v me n how much i thanks god tat to let u b by my side...
i know avthg u did is juz care abt me...
i really do appreciate tat...
but i dun1 to burden u...
u hav ur own prob to care of...i cant always waste ur time...
i know how much the time is important to u in order to fulfill ur dream...
im not trying to hide somethg from u...
juz belif me i can handle tis...
if u really want to know,i wont mind to tel u...
i would like to share av single thg v u in my life...
pls dun wry...
im strong enuf to take care of tis...
althru the decision i made is not the perfect 1...
but its the road i choose...

muackzz...
sorry to make u wry a bt me...
i'll b fine...
juz giv me some time...