ChAnG3sSss

hav long chat v wenn....

i found out tat....av1 hav changed....
well....i guess i ady knew tat....
juz i dun want to thk more abt tis n dun1 2 accept tat...

i like the way v used to b...
i love the the way u talk and the happy smile on ur lovely face....
i rmb all the time v spent together...
it was juz like ytd....
but then now?
all hav changed....u no longer the 1 i knew.....
althought the way u talk n the smile u hav now is almost the same as the 1 u used to hav but thr is something hav changed...
not a big changes....juz i can sense tat...
n i dun like tis changes....
tat make me feel like thr is a gap between us,thr is something tat u were hiding it from me...n i being left out....
i no longer the 1 who u trust....n v not fren anymore....
when i thk abt tis i'll very sad....tats y i emo...
i always try to run away from tis...
all of tis....but then....wat hav changed was changed...
i cant do anyhtg juz can accept it....
i guess the way v used hav juz wil b the memories....
a sweet memories tat i wanna keep it as treasure,a treasure 4 my whole life....a precious thg tat i dun wanna lost 4 my entire life....

i wonder wat make tis happen?
y v wil change as the way v do?
is the environment forces us to change?
or the time n the distance between us make us changes slowly....
or mayb juz i dun really know u as much as i thk....

well....i guess i hav no right to talk all tis...
coz i thk changes happened on me as well...
i hav changed in some ways....i thk....
anywhr....i'll b thr 4 u always....
as long as u take me as fren...i'll always happy to help.....
i not good in consolation,but i can listen to u...
my friend~

changes happened on us....
av1 single 1 of us....
v cant stop it from happening,
so i hope those changes wil lead us to a better life....
even i cant b part of it....
i stil hope u can b happy always....

mEDicAL Ch3cK uP

today is the day 4 us 3rd group go 4 medical check up....
haiz....pity...
b4 v go...v need to prepare a SAMPLE....
wat SAMPLE???try to guess la....
is damn disgusting ar....haiz... feel like wanna vomit dy...
skip tat....
n o...v were not allow to drink or eat anything arter 12am....
not until after blood test....
haiz....
my class 3-06 v gather at 9.20am n depart at 9.30am....
its a long journey....haiz...duno y cant go near de hospital need go to木栅hospital thr...
haiz....
hungry ar...hungry...hungry....
ok....finally thr dy....

1st stop--x-ray...
tis 1 ok...ntg special....

2nd stop-check 4 goitre n respiratory system
well...tis is ntg special oso....

3rd stop-skin checking
haiz....tis 1 more cham a bit....
4 ppl together go in a room,a nurse n doctor in thr...
at 1st,the doctor stay out thr,the nurse lead us into the room....
then o....the nurse asked us to pull our shirt up until the bra thr....
OMG!!!
then o....after tat o....haiz....
he need to check ours leg's skin...
then....haiz...
u know de la...

4th stop-height,weight,blood,blood presure n slight test
well...the height n weight i got here is 162.9cm n 46.6kg.....
short jor...
then o...
blood test....wow~~well...is damn pain 4 me la....
they took 3 syrinrges of blood....size if the syringe is abt ours finger...
try to imagine...3 fingers of blood have been sucked away....
haiz...n o....until the 3rd syringe....i guess i running out of blood....
juz few ony....abt half the syringe...cant fully fill....
luckily she din make the 4th injection....
then blood presure n slight test is juz normal...

5th stop(last stop)-stool n urine test
haiz...the most digusting part....haiz...
the nurse thr gave us 1 cylinder-shaped container n 1 test tube-shaped to put in our urine n stool...
i swear i dun1 do tis kind of thg anymore....
no more!!!no more!!!
i dun1 talk much abt tis here....
wanna know then can giv me a cal...i'll tel u clearly...

hahahaha....finally....
finally...all end.....
all ended....at 1pm++....
my nightmare....haiz...
bless me...i dun wanna to do tis dy....
more than enuf dy....

爱

妳说，他带妳认识了颜色；
是他让妳体会到颜色的美丽。

妳说，有他妳的生命就是彩色的，
是他让你爱上颜色。

妳说，他的离去，一拼带走的生活中的色彩，
让妳失去快乐，日子仅剩空白。

其实，爱情究竟是什么？
为什么可以让一个人的情绪大起大落？
爱究竟是甜蜜的软糖，
还是苦涩的汤药？

爱情的最后，到底是放手祝福？
还是伤心落泪？
抑或是幸福快乐呢？

当爱已走到了尽头，
我们之间还会剩下什么？
我们最后又会在爱情的旅程中，
写下怎样的结局呢？

一切纯属我的胡思乱想
谁叫我是爱天马行空，胡思乱想的双子座呢？
这是我在雯的blog跟在课室中的突发奇想.
爱到了最后
曾经相爱过的恋人
会变成什么？

mY cAmaRA

today zhen ying n i go dan shui(淡水)....
reach thr abt 10 or 12o'clock....hehehe....
then walk around thr...
stayed thr until 3++pm...
ate a lot of thgs....
阿妈的酸梅汤，阿婆铁蛋，淡水的冰淇淋.....
guess wat was our lunch???
hahaha...v took mcd as lunch....gao xiu~~
go dan shui should eat tat famous阿给but then...?!
nope...din ate....coz too ful dy...hahaha....

then v left dan shui go 4 the next stop....光华商场...
hehehe...coz i wanna buy camera...hahaha...
then v left dan shui around 3++pm n reach taipei main station around 4++pm...
OooO!!the journey from dan shui to taipei main station took abt 40 minutes....
when v on the way bac to taipei....
v realize 1 thg....
v duno the way go光华....OMG!!!
hahahah....damn zadao....
i tot zy got copy tat address....ahahaha...
nvm can ask....
then v start to find the way go光华商场....
from abt 4.15pm start find the way to thr....
duno how long v walked,how many冤枉路....
nvm la...is my fault la...
i want go thr should go do some research 1st....
haiz....
at the end....v go thr by taxi....
taxi fee NT80$....should hav take taxi from the very beginning.....
damn tired....
wow~~
thr o...
ppl mountain ppl sea(人山人海)....hahaha....
coz too tired dy....juz go ask few shops....
then decided to buy jor....

jiang jiang....

my camera...hehehe...

Olympus FE4000 features
• Miniature 4x wide optical zoom (26-105mm)
• 12 Megapixel camera to make poster-size prints
• The easy way to perfect images - Intelligent Auto Mode (i-Auto)
• Advanced Face Detection of up to 16 persons for perfectly exposed faces
• Digital Image Stabilisation for less blur
• See and share images on the 6.9cm/ 2.7” LCD
• Sharp photos wherever your subject moves thanks to AF tracking
• Spice up your pictures with built-in Magic Filters
• Sleek unique look thanks to Double-Layered Crystal Shell finish
• Liven up your memories with movie recording with sound
• xD-Picture Card and microSD memory card compatible

hehehe...i bought it v NT6600.....
ok la...not exp la hor???

hahaha....played jor whole day tmr got test ar...
haiz...how o??
fan ar....
haiz...

lEssONs sTaRTeD

lessons start on wed...
1st day...is stil ok to me la...
juz too long time din act like a student....feel sleepy while teacher teaching...
haiz...
for the 1 day sleepy...blur ar...stared at teacher...but ntg much i learnt...
haiz....waste my time...
then the 2nd day...got experience jor....i bring a lot of sweets go...
hahaha...keep eat those sweets while i in class....
until the guy next to me ask me i very hungry izit??
OMG!!haiz....gik sam...
no change....i hav to like tat...if i stop eating i'll b sleepy ar....
the 2nd oso ok...
the 3rd day ar!!!
haiz...
damn sad ar....got physic...totally cant understand ar!!!
haiz....very down ar...
cant give up tat subject ar...
coz o...
taiwan count the mark like tis de ar...
第一学期
小考—20%
期中考—30%
大考—50%
then take the 第一学期+第二学期的总品均=70%
毕业考-30%
n stil got wat品行,tis n tat....
haiz....
all add up ar....
once u fail....ur名次will drop dou duno whr....
haiz....very hard ler...
they wil count the quiz tat teacher giv ar....
quiz ar....quiz oso need count ar....
haiz...
unlike msia....quiz ar???watever la...
as long as the STPM ok then ok liao....
chan liao lor...
haiz......

朋友

人与人之间有很多种关系，撇除血缘，夫妻与情人，其实还有很多。例如知道对方的名字，懂得是哪一个，点头之交，只能聊数句话的友人，一起欢笑的朋友，一同逃学，玩乐的损友，共享心事的闺中密友以及能陪你一起共渡悲欢离合，就算很久不见面也不会陌生的挚友。

人都有保护自己的本能，不会轻易的让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，所以很多人会用笑容来掩饰。这就是为什么我们通常只能看到别人笑。

只有在自己信任的人面前，我们才会退下这层保护色，因为真正的朋友是不会介意你偶尔的脆弱，任性与坏脾气。

我不介意让你的泪水浸湿我的衣裳，如果我的衣服能吸收你所有的悲伤和烦恼，我绝吝啬那几件衣服。你可以对我展现你的脆弱，我或许给不了你安慰，可是我可以倾听你的不满，安静的陪着你，绝不在你的伤口上撒盐。

我虽然没有一副柔顺温和的好脾气，但我愿意接受你偶尔的任性，纵容你的恶作剧，包容你的坏脾气，不让我们的友谊为此有瑕疵。

如果你嘴角的弧度不是出自你真实的心情，那么我情愿看不见你那不真心的笑容。那不自然的弧度只会让我担心。我虽不懂如何安慰你的伤心，至少让我分担你的忧虑。

我不想只当陪你逃学，一起玩乐的损友…你可以对我诉说你的烦恼，不满…与我分享你的心情。

你不告诉我你的真实的心情，我是不会知道的。就算我偶尔可以察觉到你的不快乐，但那不代表我可以解读你所有的情绪。

所以偶尔要找我，诉苦，聊天都可以，都欢迎…几句问候，足够让我知道你对我的关心；一句想念，让我知道我未曾被遗忘…

last weekends b4 open sch

12/9 wU fEN Pu
wanna go find jia jia today de...n stay over at thr...
but then hotel r very exp then v decided not to stay at thr dy...haiz...disappointed...
so v change our plan,v decide to go 5 fen pu...
heheeh~~go thr shopping...hahaha...
excited ar...
clothes thr really quite cheap ar...v bought a lot ar...
zhen ying bought til bankrap dy...hehhehe...
v juz walk a small lorong ony ler...
kua zhang ar...haven finish walk thr...
really bought jor a lot ar...


13/9 hS1n cHU TriP...
today wake at 7 am...haiz...tired...
go hsin chu(新竹) go find jia jia...hahaha...
although is tired...but worth la...
is damn happy to c old fren in taiwan...excited ar....
ahahhaha...
she asked her fren help us to open line here...
at taiwan need 20 years old only can open line...even is juz prepaid...
very mafan izit??
but law is law...haiz...
thanks to jia jia n her fren zhen ying n i finally got our sim card here...is easier to cantact each other...n cheaper ar...hahahhaa...
spent whole afternoon v jia jia...ehehhee...
hav lunch,gossip n walk around...wonderful time v hav together...
jia...nex time v yok again ar...hehehe...
but u come taipei lor...go hsin chu exp ar...hahahah....



i wont b updated my blog avdays...coz is very mafan n im very lazy ar...
but i'll try to updated it as soon as i can la...
mizz u all~~

sCh rEGisTeRatIOn

today wake up late coz din get to zz well ytd...due to some reasons....

then go hav breakfast+lunch v zhenying at canteen...

our canteen start prepared food for us today...

the food is like....erm...hhahaha...not very nice lor...

then v go register...

OMG!!!

so many ppl r waiting to register...endless line...so damn more ppl ar...

then v wait luu....

v started to register abt 1.30++pm until 4.15++pm...

need to walk to here n thr...

so so so damn tired....

haiz..

v rest a while then go register 4 the internet acc....

got a bit rush now...bye~~

yE3 wAn In TAiwAN

At taiwan few days dy~
until today only found a place to on9...suffer..

my 1st day 3/9 arrived taiwan n ntnu
arrived at 7.45pm++...i sms home to tel my family n fren i reach taiwan safely...
is so so so exp...rm2 per msg n rm2.50 per minutesno matter i cal to u or u cal me...
then i receive a phone call from my dad...my phone juz left few credit,i talk to him n like so fuyan...coz i scare i dun hav credit n i din bought any reload card...
then some seniors pick us up n sent us to sch...
when i on the way go sch, i receive a msg from my dad...he directly go help me reload...
he is so so so good....how could i fu yan him??
feel guilty...sorry...
v need to wear mask b4 v go into sch...wat v r??bacteria??
then nvm lor...after tat v go to hostel...
av1 carry their own luggage (all abt 20kg++) n walk quite a long distance...haiz pity...
reach there v need to measure our body temperature..
all <37.5c>then v pick our hostel luu...like lucky draw...
but so unlucky,my room is quite far from zhen ying...
i second floor,while she stay at ground floor...
nvm la..at least i not stay at 4th floor la...
if not really want to die jor...
after move all my thg to my room,i try to on9...
OMG!!!
i realized i cant on9...damn sad ar....haiz...
bcoz sch haven reopen n v can consider as the 1st badge of students tat reach here it is very empty...few ppl only..kinda scary...
since i cant on9 then i go 5 zhenying...she stil at lobby thr...
pity her...measured jor 3 or 4 times then only she can go bac to her room...
the room thr is quite dirty...full of dust...4 ppl per room...
v r the 1st ppl thr..need to do some cleaning...
i din bring any thg so i look 4 zhen ying again...
at then end i did ntg...
my room is cleaned bu zhen ying...wat i did was is looking at her n cry like a baby...
thanks alot,zhen ying...n sorry yazz...
so so so so yu pei~
then tat time only i realized i not as strong as i tot i was...
i tot i wont cry,since i nvr cried in ns...
the situation here is far more better than ns...
i dunno y i act like tis...juz cant control myself...
a lot thg in my mind,simply thk...
mayb alot thg here is diff from msia la...
or mayb tis is the properties of gemini....emotional+easily thk of nonsense...
today zhenying stayed v me coz too late dy + her room is far from my room...
1 single slp 2 ppl...is damn sempit...+ the bed is thin...not comfortable at all...
suan liao la...
tis the thg i choose, i hav no right to blame n say anything more abt tat....
but really miss u all alot alot...


2nd day 4/9 taipei trip
too late slp, v feel like dun wanna wake up...
but v need to register at 8am...
v set alarm at 7.30 but then v stil on bed at 8am...
until jie xi (our new fren) come n knock our door v only wake up...
after all tat,v go to taipei(xin guang san yue,opposite the taipei station thr)...senior help us to cal a taxi...
juz go out hav a walk...from noon to 7 or 8++ pm...
the legs was like numb dy...haiz...tired...
today is ntg special la...juz v met some new frens...
they from johor...
jia xin (1 of them) ask us to join them to lin kou tmr...
coz they got senior to bring them go buy thgs at lin kou thr...
v agreed to go coz v thk v need some1 to bring us walk around 1st...
i emo for the whole day...feel like no mood to do any thg...
until zhen ying oso like wanna give up of me...haiz...
but she is so so so nice...wont do tat...
sorry la yin..i cant take care of her ler...
coz i oso cant take care of myself...
give me some time...
i miss u all a lot la...so suffer cant contact v u...
but sms is really exp la...
feel sorry to use so much $$...
i got a new room mate dy...
she from myamar...
nice ppl...si wen ar...hahaha...

3rd day 5/9 lin kou
woke at 8.30++...after get myself prepared...
v go join them go lin kou...
walk to thr from sch abt half hour...tired+hot...
v bought alot thg thr...blanket,lock....
v get to know a lot ppl as well...new frens...hahaha...
today is far more better...unlike last 2 days...juz like zombie...
mayb tis need to thanks to jia xin...hahaha...
thanks her kacau me to cheer me up luu...hehehe...
sometines she juz act like JE...
even zhen ying oso say so...
hahahaa...
walk bac thr at night...
whole day oso walk walk walk...my legs damn pain ar...haizz..
then v still need to keep all those thg v bought...
today is really exhausted...
zhenying got a new room mate dy...from hongkong...
she was excited...coz she can learn to speak cantonese...hahhaa..
ann...later juz u cant speak cantonese only ar...haha..
bcoz zhen iyng's room mate dun have anythg...evan bed oso dun hav...
so kind ppl like her sure give her bed to her room mate n come zzz v me...hahaha...
tired...tired...tired...but started to used to it dy...

4th day 6/9 taipei again
follow them go out again...today go taipei v bus...
ytd juz zhen ying n i r from others sch...today more jor...
hahaha...kinda ma fan them...coz zhen ying n i cal de...
b4 go i cal bac home n ask somethg abt my atm card...coz when i check my bank acc juz left NTD500++...shocked...i din spent tat much...
then v go taipei abt 1 hour by bus,taxi is abt half hour...
then v follow senior go xi men ding...they help us by tat yu you card...
then v go hav lunch,walk around...
avday oso walk whole day damn tired ar...
no mood to play dy...
go bac hoatel at 9++pm...
n i got 1 new room mate again...from indonesia 1...
sweet gal....si wen type...

5th day 07/09 lin kou again
wanna go take the bil 4 sch fee but due to some prob...v cant hav it today...
babi...male mw wake up so early but then ntg can do...
din get enuf zzz....avdays walk walk walk walk walk...damn tired...
cant get enuf rest oso...
walk to thr again...coz v missed the bus...
12++pm...under a big hot sun...din apply sun blok n dun hav whitening...pity....
come here few days...surely dark jor a lot...mm leng dy lor...haiz...
n i receivad mag from my dad,he bank in rm 1000 4 me again....
OMG!!!!
so so so so gam dong....+ guilty ar...
i ady spent jor so many $....
haiz....i din bought thg...guilty...guilty...
juz walk around...
wanna go on9 de...tot coffee shop thr got Wi-Fi...
even mai laptop go liao de....
but then???
nope ar...damn disappointed,u know??
hav u ever carry abt 3 kg de bag walk 4 whole day???
from 12pm++ until 9pm++??
haiz...so so so pity...my back damn pain...
today got 400++ hongkong ppl come...
n i got new room mate again...tis 1 is from hongkong...
now my room is full jor...
listen they speak cantonese av whr...
wondering whr i was...hahaha...
miss u all...home sick ar....

6th day 7/9 library
paid jor sch fee...damn exp...broke jor...
avdays oso walk here n thr...exhausted...
dun feel like wanna go out...
so decided to go library....
hehehe....thanks god v came...
v found out v can on9 here...
v wanna go open a acc to on9 here de but then o...
tat need student id...v stil haven hav tat...
so noi change lor..
juz can on9 at here...
tis pc cant on facebook n dun hav msn...i sad ar...
haiz...
nvm la..
tis give me time to write tis out...
i spent jor few hours to write tis out...
tired ar...haiz...
now no mood to keep on lor..nex time la...
duno when lor...
later stil need to go out...walk far far again...
i'll miss u all...muackzz...
take care ar...