fAlLinG d0Wn

24/11/09
today i got chemistry experiment to do...
our group did quite well...
today is quite cold..
our experiment is to find out the freezing point n the melting of a chemical...

duno wat its name in english...

the surrounding temperature is so low...

until the a layer of ice is formed at the beaker...

after experiment i go lunch v zy....
avthg is juz fine...not until i received a call from zy...
she tell me in fon tat she hav felt down n ask me go thr...
i tot she sot dy...
felt down jor then stand up la...cal me 4 wat...
but i oso put down all my stuff n ran to her....
nvr thk of i stil can run...coz my legs r damn pain due to tat jungle treking ytd...
when i reach thr...i saw her sitting on the floor n half of her face was covered by blood...
my brain gone blank when i saw her...
the ony though in my mind is to bring her to our sch clinic...
after some simple 1st aid,v go hospital(juz zy n i)...

u know wat??zy is so diff from other...
i was damn worried abt her wound but she not...
wat she worried abt is juz whether it wil leave a scar n sked her mom worry abt her...
feel like wanna slap her when i get to know she willing to keep bleeding rather than hav scar...
dun u know how much i worry abt u??gik sam...

yazz...once again she broke her chin...
the wound is quite deep...

after sewed...it was swollen n blue black...

i skipped my class acc her go hospital...stay until 4++pm...
reached sch oso almost 4.3opm...
i missed my classes...nvm la...she is far more important than tat...
after bought some breads n milk 4 her...i go bac to my room n rest a while...
then i bac to zy's room n i saw her crying like a baby....
i like damn zadao~~y she dun1 call me??
after tat ony i knew...she vomit while she chatting v her mom...
is weird lor...
y dun she cal me??am i so unreliable??
suan liao...
acc her until almost 10pm...she dun look better...
so v decided to to hospital again...
tis time she go腦段層掃描...
pro ler...
luckily ntg...juz mayb is 腦震蕩...

kinda lazy dy...dun feel like wanna continue jor..
so sorry yazz...tis almost all abt her falling down la..
if u want more information pls ask her by urself...

b kful ar...
especially u in a hurry to buy food...
^^

sp3c1AL Ge0GraPhY l3SsoN

today is juz not my day~~
today during geography lesson,our class go to jungle treking....
i guess i can consider it as jungle treking...
gosh!!
damn tired ar...
i though is juz go to hav a walk outside...
who know??
the trip is so so so damn long, n the raod is damn slanting....
+ the road is damn slippery...
hard to walk ar...
it take almost 2 hours to finish tat trip...
well..i din enjoyed it...
NOT AT ALL!!!!
i almost die at thr ar...
i really thk i dun as healthy as i thk im....
u guess wat??
my face was pale,totally white ar...
i looked damn ugly at the moment...
feel like wanna die jor...
barely able to breath...n headache when v were on the way bac...
climbing tat stupid slanting mountain.....
but wat can i do??
cry like a baby or sit at thr cacophonous??
is tat help??
nope..not at all~~
so juz keep on my journey lor~~
haiz~~~
i stil rmb the feeling...the feeling tat i can hardly breath...
it is horrible...
i swear to myself...i wil not promise any1 to go 4 jungle treking or climbing anymore....
not even once again!!!
no more next time!!!
curse them all who ask me go 4 climb mountain~~
tmr still need to run 800m...pj test~~
haiz~~~

really exhausted...

l0n3Ly DaY

today is a lonely day to me...
y?
bcoz zy is not around...
zy went for movie v her classmate...
without her i din ate anythg 4 whole day(except 4 cookies）...
y i din took my meal?
bcoz i too miss her?
hahaha...
mayb it is 1 of the reason...
other reason is no1 ask me to do so...
hahaha~~sound funny izit?
but it is truth...im too count on her...
she is very important to me...
at here no1 really care abt me n no 1 really i'll care abt...except 4 her...
i'll juz walk away when some1 say he or she is moody,but i'll stop 4 u,stay v u...
even if im not around.not b v u...believe me im wry abt u....
tats y im happy when i received ur msg...
if u say yes at the moment,i'll abandon all my thg,juz b thr 4 u...
juz want u to know tat u r important to me...

u juz like a big apple tree...
u can feed me v apples,protect me under the shadow,played v me...
i hav took so much from u...
but wat can i giv u?
juz stay some whr near n watch avthg u do...
tis is the ony thg i can do 4 u...

u always on my mind...

even v dun hav a lot of photos ,
but ur smile,ur face,n all ur expression
all in my heart n my mind
n i'll nvr forget...
i hav such a great fren...

M1sSinG 。cHAnGiNg

web cam v wenn on mon night...
my tears drop on the second i saw wenn through web cam...
it feel like v were so close to each...
like v bac to the time v used to hav together...
tat moment ony i realized how much i miss u all...
no matter how much fun or bitterness i hav here...
deep in my heart i stil hope i can bac to whr i from...
tat the ony place whr i belongs...
the only place whr i called it n take it as home...

but thr is somethg i afraid of...
cHaNGesSss...
i duno how long i'll stil take thr as my home...
i duno how long i'll stil hav the same feeling towards u all...
coz zhenying told me tat i hav changed...n i thk the same the way as her...
i hav changed in someways...
juz i din realized...

changes happened in us...
av single 1 of us...
it juz like evaporation...
its a slow process...
it take time,
bit by bit...
tats y v din realized when changes happening...
or mayb juz v pretend duno
n dun wanna know it...

tRIp t0 sH1 liN n z0O

14-11-09 sat
since nvm went to士林夜市...then v decided to hav a walk at 士林 thr...
go out from sch at 1++pm...walk to 林口 thr to take bus go taipei station....
when v reached 林口 bus station...
i realised i left my wallet at my room...
OMG!!!
u know how much time v used to reach thr??u know how far is tat??
haiz...
no choice....who ask me so careless....
then v turn bac to sch to take my wallet...
pity jia xin n zhen ying 4 tat...acc me walk such 冤枉路...

v reached 士林 thr at abt 5pm...then hav our dinner thr...juz some snack actually...
then start shopping...not really in the mood...but oso bought a lot thgs..
a lot ppl thr...barely able to breath + raining...
ruin my mood...
then v bac from士林 at abt 9pm...
our門禁is on 11pm....n zhen ying start 點名at 1050pm...n v need at one n the half hour to go bac to sch....is in hurry...
reached bus station thr oso 9.40pm....
take bus bac to 林口 need abt 1++hour...then v need to walk bac to sch...
walk oso need at least 15min....
v damn sked ler....
finally v decided to take taxi...
take taxi can save lot of time but is exp compare to bus lor...
v b in our hostel at abt 10.30pm...tis time v surely stil on the way,if v take bus...haiz....
want b late or willing to pay more??late will 記小過，見教官，罰打掃...
so want pay more or b late??

spent quite a lot today...bought shirts,shoes,n hat....
hehehe~~
haven finish visiting thr....nex time go again....
kinda sked to shopping jor...bought too much...but no choice...weather force me to buy shirt...i dun1 ague at here...
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15-11-09 sun
slept at 1somethg...but woke at 7++am...
coz v wanna go Zo0 today....
hehehe~~
tired...i looked awful coz not really got enuf zz....
haiz....
date jor jia xin,zhen ying n ah kang(my adik..^^) at 8am....
but due to some1 late jor....v go out at 8.30++am...
reached z0o 11++am almost noon dy....
r u wondering is zoo tat far?need use such a long time to reach thr??
actually not....
coz v spent some time at pasar pagi thr...tats y v reach zoo thr at such time....

the enterence fee is juz 30NTD...quite cheap izit??
well...the zoo is quite large....v get to c a lot animals...n din saw a lot too...
no chioce the zoo is too large n it juz like a maze...v like juz turn around n walked at the same place....
but v get to c 團團n圓圓...tat 2 big fat panda...
n koala bears too~~hehe..they looked cute...

tis is 新光特展館...(the place whr 貓熊 stay...they call panda貓熊here....)

signboard to show the time v can go in n visit 貓熊...

but duno y...mayb is the weather or wat...most of the animals r sleeping....
v can juz c it lay at thr....not move around...kinda disappointed..
make me feel sleepy too~~

the zoo closed at 5pm...so v hav to go bac around tis time...
haven walk sai whole zoo ler...but no choice...
the railway is full of ppl...
almost all is bac from zoo...
directly go bac to qiao da after dinner...
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tis three days is happy but tired....(from fri to sun)
din really get enuf rest...but is worth...i thk....
coz iget to c so many thg n get to spent so much time v my frens...
hehehe~~

i like to spent time v u...
i would like to accompany u always...
juz tel me if u want to...
i'll b thr 4 u...

exaM iS oV3r~~

finally...my exam come to the end....
i free from tat...
but...i din really do well in the exam....
coz i din really well-prepared 4 it....
suan liao...dun wanna thk abt it....
at least...i passed my math...
although i juz ngam ngam pass...but is pass oso lor..

then i go 4 movie....went v my classmate...
v go 板橋 thr...abt 30 or 45min from my sch...
quite far izit??no choice wor...
they can ony book thr de ticket....
then ma suan liao lor....
honestly....tat movie is awesome....
i love it...alot alot....
is so damn nice...really is worth to go watch...
i glad i got go v them...
coz they din ask me go at 1st...but 1 of them quit then ony i go...
fortunately i go...
i damn happy v tat....

really happy v tat...
wat a great movie...
i hope i can watch v wenn...
coz i can imagine wat response
she will hav...
really miss u guys a lot...

EXAM!!!

exam on mon....
now??haven finish study yet...
not 1 subject is well-prepared...
can die liao la...
haiz....
bless me...
no mood to study....
i envy u all hav finish ur exam...

im sick...
having a disease
which named home sick...
i miss u all badly...
miss the time v used to spent together...
i need u to b here v me...
but...
u ain't here...