EMO!!!

tmr i going to hav chemistry test...
n now i haven do my revision yet...
i knew i shud concentrate on my study...
i know wat is good to me...
n i shud do wat is good to me...
but wat m i doing now??
im wasting my time...
to write tis post...
actually,i dun wanna write tis out,coz i dun1 let u all know wat i thking...
but i really thk i need to let it out...
if not i cant concentrate on anythg...

once again u were hid somethg from me...
tis time more worse...
leaving without telling...
u told me u'r going to xue ji camp...
but then whr r u now??
n who u b v now??
WTF!!!
how many times u want to do tis??
hiding somehtg from me,do watever u like n cheat me,make fool of me...
hav u ever thk of me??
how i feel?
do u care abt me??
how many times i can forgive u??
wat if i do the same thg??
leaving without telling...
wat if i directly go bac to taiwan without telling u?
how will u feel?n wat would u do??

countless tears tat i dropped since the day v started...
how much u expect i can take?
the yeewan now was no longer the yeewan tat v came to know...
the cheerful yeewan was changed...destroyed by u...bit by bit..day by day...
n no longer exist...
the yeewan now is EMO...
she lost her cheerful...
althrough she is still laughing...
but do she really happy??

u are drug...
u do nothing but harm me...
numb my sense of happiness...
drive me to the world of tears...
how can u treat me so bad?
how long u want to torture me
in the name of love?